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29 August 2014 @ 07:13 pm
My immune system is literally done with my body.

D O N E.

I spent all of yesterday since 12am at night vomiting and diarrhea and nausea. I slept all of 2 hours from 2am to 4am. And spent the entire freaking day v/d/n. I finally was able to sleep from about 8pm to 2pm last night. But the d/n wouldn't stop so I went to an urgent care today.

I could feel my body shutting down the past 3 weeks. I couldn't sleep. I got sick. And now this.

The body is a crazy thing. And that's it - that's my problem. I forget that I need to take care of my body. Physically, mentally, emotionally. I think I can do everything or take care of everything or be what everyone needs me to be.

My 9 day vacation turned into an 11 day vacation. But I don't feel very vacation-y right now. But - 9 more days to rest and heal. To refuel my soul and help my body come back together.

Stay healthy and happy, everyone! Remember to give your body the amount of care that it needs!

♥.
 
 
Mood: sicksick
 
 
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24 August 2014 @ 01:05 pm
IT'S BEEN SO LONG. BECAUSE:

01 - Work has been crazy and stressful and busy and I had a dream where I quit in the middle of work and it didn't feel like a dream but more like some AU version of what might have happened.

02 - I got sick (surprise!) and finally feel normal again.

03 - Busy doing other stuff too. Watching movies, reading books, hanging out with friends, running errands, appointments, etc.

But I finally have a FREE Sunday.

IDEK PICTURES AND STUFF...Collapse )

That's all the pictures for now.

FIVE MORE DAYS OF WORK AND I GET A VACATION!!

This vacation is so necessary for life. I need to reenergize my spirit before I crumble.

Hope everyone has had a lovely summer! ♥.
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Mood: tiredtired
 
 
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31 July 2014 @ 07:57 pm


The fact that Ronan Keating is going to be playing Guy in Once the Musical on the West End is making me want to vom.

I WANT TO SEE HIM SO BAD. IN THE ROLE. PLAYING THE GUITAR. SINGING THE SONGS. BEING GUY.

(Kim looks fab.)

JULY!!Collapse )

Just got a Fitbit today. No idea if I'm setting it up right, but I guess we'll find out tomorrow! Just in time for the new month. Let's see how this works out! Anyone have one of these? I already want the Tory Burch accessories. LOL.

Been watching a LOT of Arashi lately. I miss them so much. I almost prefer them as variety hosts vs musicians. I can't believe Ohno is 33. WTF IS HAPPENING.

TOMORROW IS AUGUST. I'm done with July and the heat and the humidity and summer 2014.

I ordered clothes from Forever21.com because I LOOOOOOOOVE one of the tops I got in the store and wanted an extra one. Ended up ordering $50 worth to get free shipping. Love all 3 things I got! So shocked too since they all fit!! Lucky online shopping. ♥.

Saw Lucy last weekend. Hoping to see Guardians of the Galaxy this weekend. But also going to hang out with Connie and my godson! And my grandma. And get a haircut. And I want to play bingo. LOL. Hooray. I can't wait for the weekend.

I keep having Kyle Selig related dreams. I've had 2 so far and now I feel like he and I are MFEO and stuff. We'll see.

This is a random post. But it's okay. ♥.
 
 
Mood: tiredtired
 
 
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26 July 2014 @ 08:59 am


Screaming at this.

What type of Asian girl do you think I am?

More importantly, what type of Asian girl are you?

(Guilty of 18 but I've been WAY better about this. Especially on Instagram! Because I'M TIRED OF FOOD PICTURES LOL. But I do like to snapshot a good meal.)
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Mood: relaxedrelaxed
 
 
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20 July 2014 @ 06:51 pm
Yep.  
I've been wanting to post something for a long time. But haven't found a good time to.

Gotta do it now before I end up never doing it at all!

SO MANY PICTURES...Collapse )

OMFG. THAT WAS SO LONG. I'M SO SORRY. THAT'S MY LIFE THO PRETTY MUCH I GUESS.

MAN I HAVE SO MANY OTHER THINGS I WANT TO DISCUSS.

- Hoje Eu Quero Voltar Sozinho (AND HOW PERFECT IT IS)
- My current playlist of music
- Snowpiercer
- Arashi Feels
- Avengers: Age of Ultron Feels

I WILL GET TO IT ALL EVENTUALLY. I HOPE.

HOPE YOU GUYS ARE HAVING A GREAT JULY SO FAR!! ♥.

So excited I actually made this post. I feel all like -



♥.
 
 
Mood: sleepysleepy