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01 March 2017 @ 09:58 pm
OMG I didn't LJ at all during Feb. LOL.

Today was my day off and I was super productive with cleaning and cooking and watching anime.

#BESTDAYEVER

FEBRUARY 2017Collapse )

I was trying to be so good with what I ate today, but I still went over my macros. D:

I've been struggling with my body dysmorphia lately. I hate it so much. I look at myself and all I see are all of these imperfections. It's stupid and I hate that it makes me feel this way.

I keep talking about the last 10 pounds. And I'm never going to get there if I keep having more relaxed diets than I did a year ago. I was so strict and so consistent then. And now I'm like - LALALA I'LL GO TO DISNEYLAND AND EAT ICE CREAM SANDWICHES AND CONES AND CHURROS AND LALALA. D:

But also, I'm like...I JUST WANNA LIVE. And if I want to splurge on ice cream and cookies every once in a while, I just WANT to.

I think I'm just in a funk. I got back into running today after not having had the opportunity to the past...5 days? Yikes. Maybe that's what has got me in this funk. Eating crappy while away for the weekend + Disneyland food + no real intense cardio = #FUNKMELODY

But as I type this, I also very well know that I'm going out to dinner with Connie tomorrow for her birthday because she's in town and she deserves a lovely dinner. LOL. So there's that.

I've literally spent the past month watching and rewatching Haikyuu like a crazy person. IT IS MY ALL TIME FAVORITE ANIME. OMG. LITERALLY I AM LIKE:



I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT VOLLEYBALL.

EXCEPT NOW I AM LIKE THE #1 KARASUNO FAN OF ALL TIME. AND HINATA SHOYOU AND KAGEYAMA TOBIO ARE MY FAVORITE VOLLEYBALL PLAYERS TO HAVE EVER LIVED.

Just dropped a bunch of bills on 5 new Funkos including 2 exclusives to Emerald City Comic Con - BUT ONE IS A GORGEOUS CAP ONE. SO I AM THRILLED. But my wallet is like #nogirlno.

And I'm just going to leave this because omg ADORABLE:





HI.

SO CUTE. I can't.

I'm too excited for the new Beauty and the Beast btw. And the new Logan movie. And Power Rangers. And I loved Moana too much. And I'm seeing Matilda the musical this month and I'm ECSTATIC.

February was lovely - busy with work, a fun trip to see my beautiful friends, a day at Disneyland.

March should be good. And my goal for March is to eat, exercise, and accept ME.
 
 
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31 January 2017 @ 02:10 pm
JAN SUCKED A TON. BC I WAS SICK FOR MOST OF IT. And I still have a cough that is now a permanent fixture of my life. I'm stuck with it. :(

But there's a recap - JANUARY 2017Collapse )

Today has been so productive. I do want to make some Valentine's cards but I'm not sure if I'll get to it today.

Back on track with my diet. I've been 4 days consistent!! I know that sounds crazy, but the food part has been hard the past month with being sick. The exercise part has been pretty consistent but the food was just no bueno.

I found this meme from 2011 when I was trying to find out when the hell I bought my car for my taxes today. LOLOLOL. USING LJ ARCHIVES TO HELP WITH TAXES. #medoingme

TEN YEARS AGO I
1. was 23 (DA FUQ)
2. finishing up my undergrad degree (I was literally in the school library not studying for BioChem)
3. was devastated that Degrassi killed off JT (I REMEMBER CRYING SO HARD)
4. super duper loved Super Junior
5. loved Heroes, Ugly Betty, and flare jeans

FIVE YEARS AGO I
1. was 28
2. working my first job as an OT at the pediatric outpatient clinic
3. starting Smashbooking and scrapbooking
4. was very excited about The Hunger Games
5. in love with this guy:





TWO YEARS AGO I
1. was 31
2. had an Annual Pass to Disneyland
3. started doing home health and working per diem
4. started collecting Funkos at this time 2 years ago (and now it's too much and too many)
5. this was me:



ONE YEAR AGO I
1. was 32
2. watching a bunch of Taiwanese dramas (Bromance was my jam during Jan 2016)
3. reading insane amounts of manga
4. obsessed with marathoning Buzzfeed videos on YT
5. started really dieting/exercising/changing

YESTERDAY I
1. did a half shift at the hospital
2. saw 1 home health patient
3. finished all of my paperwork for January
4. made a big To Do list for today
5. got 2 new Funkos (Newt Scamander SDCC exclusive and Toothless Walmart exclusive!)

TODAY I
1. cleaned the floors
2. cleaned bathrooms/toilets
3. cleaned kitchen counters/stove top
4. 45 minutes on the treadmill (might do another 45 minutes later)
5. 95% done with my taxes (SO MUCH STRESS OMG)

TOMORROW I WILL
1. meal prep
2. exercise
3. do laundry
4. go grocery shopping
5. craft

FIVE THINGS I CANT LIVE WITHOUT
1. my iPhone (this hasn't changed since 2012)
2. Chapstick (this too)
3. YouTube (now that I don't have cable TV this is all I watch LOL)
4. Prince
5. water

FIVE THINGS I WOULD BUY WITH $1,000
1. LOL I'd use it towards my taxes #adultaf
2. Disneyland Annual Pass
3. barstools
4. tv stand
5. Funko Pops

FIVE BAD HABITS I HAVE
1. holding things in (which causes stress and anxiety and blah blah)
2. collecting everything (STILL THE SAME AS 2011)
3. being hard on myself when I don't stay consistent with my diet
4. not keeping my car clean LOL
5. being short with my family

FIVE SHOWS I LIKE
1. The Walking Dead
2. The Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt
3. Free! (OMG I LOVED THE ANIME SO MUCH)
4. Yuri on Ice (I JUST FINISHED AND I WANT ANOTHER SEASON SO BAD D:)
5. Good Mythical Morning (does this count?)

FIVE PLACES I'VE LIVED
1. Seoul, Korea
2. Las Vegas, NV

Going to go eat some salad and maybe craft a bit. ♥. #daysoffaregreat

ALSO - I LOVE PERCIVAL GRAVES.





 
 
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17 January 2017 @ 04:54 pm
I've been sick for 13 days now. HOW. WHAT IS HAPPENING. I feel like I should go to the doctor again next Monday if I don't feel 100%. Like. I think I'm getting slowly better but I've never been this sick for so long. The cough is still there, the throat is still aching, and there's just a lot of congestion. So sad.

So basically, I've spent most of this year sick. And so, 2017 is starting off super rough.

And being sick is making it so much harder to keep track of my exercise/diet. I've been really good and exercising the last week though. But it's such a struggle.

I am sad all over.

LET'S TIME TRAVEL THO...Collapse )

I went to Disneyland for my birthday. SPLURGED on my cheat meal and ate amazingly at Carthay Circle. Disneyland is the best. But basically that's the only good memory I have of 2017 so far.

Everything hurts and I'm sad.

I'm either going to rest at home all day tomorrow or I'm going to go out and look for Funko Pops. This is my life. These are my choices.

2017 GOALS
01 - Lose the last 10 lbs
02 - Read 50 books
03 - Visit a place I've never been before
04 - Run a 10k

How's your 2017 going? What are your resolutions/goals this year?





I AM PERCIVAL GRAVES #1 FAN. HOT DAMN.

♥.
 
 
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09 December 2016 @ 07:52 am
Friday, 7:25am.

I should get up. I've been awake since 6.

A part of me wants to go run errands/shopping before starting work today since my morning is free. Another part of me wants to just stay in bed.

Wanna hit up Target to get an ugly Christmas sweater to wear to the David Archuleta concert next week. I also need to go to Macy's to return something. And I want to go to Barnes and Noble since I have a coupon.

I've started 4 different books but haven't had the motivation to finish any of them. I WANT to read but it just feels like I'm not meant to read right now.

I have been reading tons of fanfic though. Percival/Newt mostly. I just love Fantastic Beasts, okay?

OH. And since I was sad I didn't do one last year (the only year I haven't done one in over 10!!), I'm just going to stick this here this year.

CHRISTMAS 2016 WISH LISTCollapse )



I feel like I would ace this thing. I KNOW TACOS.

Think it's time to get up and get ready and start the DAAAAAAY~.
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01 December 2016 @ 07:03 pm
REALLYREALLYREALLY TIRED. Everything is a big as whirl since my 5k last month. LIKE I FEEL LIKE I JUST KEEP GOING AND GOING AND GOING AND THERE'S NO BIG SIGH OF RELIEF. LOL.

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I bought Moleskins today to start my December Daily, but I just want to lie in bed and listen to Spotify's 'Acoustic Covers' playlist.





It's my current night time jam station.

I also wish I had Premium Spotify again. :(

December makes me so happy. But man - it doesn't feel as Christmas-y when you don't watch TV and all of the Christmas movies/tv shows. I just haven't been watching a ton of TV lately/any more. I'm always on YouTube or Kodi or Netflix just watching random crap. Typically YT more than anything.

I am very happy about lovely cold weather tho. And being able to wear hoodies and sweaters.

My diet/exercise has been SHIT lately. I'm getting back on track starting today. I did 3miles and ate fairly okay. I caved and got Starbucks though. Must resist more. Gotta exercise and eat right this month and get back on track. I'm never going to lose these last 10 pounds unless I actually STICK TO IT.

SUPERDUPERDUPER into Fantastic Beasts right now. I keep reading anything with Percival Graves in it. I JUST LOVE COLIN FARRELL SO MUCH AS PERCIVAL. OMG. ♥.

My weekend is over and I'm pooped. Work for the next 4 days so I can be pooped again.

HAPPY DECEMBER. ♥.
 
 
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